5.17.2004

Nihon-freakin-go 

I HATE my Japanese textbook. I feel so frustrated and inadequate. I want to start over but they won't let me and the other class member (who is an angel and very funny girl) is lightyears ahead of me. I don't think my teachers care that I am floundering. I am so happy when I ignore this stuff but crack open the textbook and I want to die. There has to be a better way.

*smashes head against wall*

Okay, I feel better. Back to the books!