4.27.2004

hajime mashite 

well i feel excited about blogging for the first time in my life. thank you for trusting me Moooollyyy. hope you won't have to regret it...
am feeling like a zombie... you'll probably often read that from me, because of my skill for doing things I shouldn't do when I have to wake up early and go to work the next day... aaah how much more rock n' roll it looks to get drunk when you know everybody at work the next day will guess you did. they'll think you had some wild time while they where in bed getting some rest or reading a book, and that's how you start to have an interesting reputation. then you just have to deny anything special happened and you're sure evrybody will think you have some really cool secret life. that's how one of my colleagues thinks I'm a heartbreaker, though I haven't gotten close to a man in a while. I just arrive late at work after a wild karaoke night (am considering becoming a professionnal karaoke singer) and have a silly smile on my face all day because I'm tired and I think of fun things I did, and then I really look like I'm tired from having had sex all night long and I'm recalling that.
at work, and in life in general, what's important is often what people think you do, rather than what you really do.